Today, has been one of the most emotionally draining days of my life. Today has been a day that I would never want to repeat. Ever. 

Today I have felt pulled, pushed, torn, and smashed in every way. 

What does one do when you have no idea who is telling the truth, who is telling what they believe to be true, telling what they think you want to hear? 

Today, I have been trying to support a bunch of people who are at odds. Today I have been bombarded with text messages from multiple people all mad at the other people. Today those people are my family. 

What is the answer when they all feel as though they are the wronged party? The answer is something I do not have and I do not think I will ever have. 

Instead, I am just trying to love them in the way they need to be loved. Show them the love of Jesus through everything I do. 

That ended with me sending a letter to my older sister. One that was instrumental in my walk with Christ and is proudly displayed on my wall. I think it is something that could bring joy and peace to everyone's life that reads it. 

I am presenting it to you with the sincere hope that it enriches your life, and brings you to a new understanding of the love poured out for you. I also present it to with you with the sincere prayer that it can be used to help my family find peace, forgiveness, grace, love, acceptance, and support. 

You can find this letter here!

Thank you all for being stellar beings!